13/4/2010

omg~~~
finally finish mock~~~
btbtbt............
final is cuming....................


hate that laziness of mine....
even i hav plenty of time....
i rather use it to fadai & sslppp~~
wat happen to me?
even last sem i m more hardworking than nw....
why is my motivation gone?


nonononono~~~
kenot lik dat miaaa!!
i dun wanna fail agn in final....
which will make me kenot graduate wif my deardear jimuisssss!
i muz try my best to passss.....


PLSS!!!
i must PRAY HARD!PLAY HARD!EAT HARD! and...............STUDY HARD!! just lik wat mr. simon say...
it is HARD!




hohohoho~~this few day~~
realli feeling damm happy^^
even when i m having mockexam...


12/4/09
we broke up....


13/4/10
u r mine agn^^


i miss u damm much^^
i wish i could go out wif u as soon as possible~~
when i noe tat u r cuming bck holiday for 2week...
i wish tat i could stick wif u everyday^^

my lou gong~~♥

4/4/10

wauuu..........
two mnth nvr update my blog already loo~~
2month many things had change....
and i realise tat feeling to sum1 tat i post last time had already gonee....
and sumthing happened ...
hhee~~cia ~nice~ling~such a complicated person rite??xp



well,
i tot i could juz get over u this BENDAN...
but i c tat's sumthing i juz cant do...
from the way u would hold me...
to the sweet thing u told me...
every little thing u do its stay on my mind...
i juz cant find a way to let go of u....


i wish tat u would call me right now...
so tat i could get through to u...
i m missing you badly......

05/02/2010

hohoho~~~juz finish talking fon wif my projie~~
realise tat already 1 month i didnt update my bloggieee~~~
hhee~~~lazy lazyy~~



whole month so free oso lazy update bloggie~
nw having PT test oli i go update~~~
stupid miaoo~~



something hhaappeenn too mmeee................................................
fall in luv agnnnnnnnnnnn=.=
which i think it will nvr happen~
i nvr tot i 'd be in luv lik this....
sum1 who already hav the 1 he luv~



i wanna msg him,call him,talk to him~
bt dun dare to do so.....
sumtime when i msg him i sked he will feel tat i m annoying~~
hohoho~~
everytime my fon ring i hope tat it was him~
bt everytime i wil show my fren my dissapointed face~
juz same case wif my jimui~
tat y feel an xin when i tel her~
thx jimui~~




new year cuming~~
there will be a week holiday tat i cannot c him~
dunno cum bck he still will talk to me bo??



i didnt mean to escape from him lik wat all my fren say so....
juz wat i feel is he is escaping from me....
tat y i dun dare to be close to him......T.T
summore i think he dun lik "gammou" lik me~~XD




hohoho~i think this time is mission impossible~~
bt i still hope it will happen~v^^v

1/1/2010

hohoho~~its the whole new year~~ i gotta change my laziness~~~~ 1st!!!
i start from my blog la~~





hoho~yesterday at genting chat wif ling onli i realise....................... i oledi so damm long didnt update my blogblog........................ whats the reason????haiz................lazy lo~~~~





celebrate bday wif ling dat day i say......."go hum i must update my blog"
celebrate my fren wedding tat day i say....."go hum i sure update my blog"
celebrate bday will projie tat day i say......"go hum i will update my blog"
go trip wif family i say............"go hum i REALLI REALLI MUST update my blog "
btbtbt.............nw???1/1/2010 liao..........oli i update=.= =.= =.= =.= realli so damm lazy hah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~







nvm la~~~~~~~~hohoho~yesterday go genting wif my family~ ben lai le~~projie was my budgeted fren tat will go wif me de.... bt hor bt hor...coz ann n kelly no transport go...she dunwan damm dai they all sosososo.... i go wif my family lu~ kaka^^i noe my dear ling ada pergi oso~~luckily she accompany saya~~if nt hah.... i sure die there~~~ tis year firework......................reaaliii dissapointed oo~~ all the fog has covered the firework...........cant c ntg at allllll........ ish!!!dishdishdish!!!!







bcoz of my skin allergy which start from standard5----till nw oso haven recover..... my mama say i had taken too much medicine from "xi yi"..... so she decided to bring me to c "zhong yi"...... omg!!!the zhong yi juz help me "ba mak" oledi noe wat happen to me oo......... btbtbtbtbtbt..........so damm scary man....he giv me alot of medicine... n the worst is.... iii.........kenot drink cold water!!!even abit of ice oso kenot!!!! &&&&& i i i....... CANNOT EAT MANGO!!!!mymymy favourite mango!!!hw can he treat me lik tat..........hw m i going to stay alive..................T.T....a...my mango ice blended.....byebye.......T.TT.T








new year le...............dunno wats my result........dunno still can continue study wif my classmate ant oo..........T>Tplsplspls dun let me fail.............>.< lingling~~having a new skul life oo~~hope u everything will be fine........if anybody bully anda~ ur jimui will nvr put u aside~~u noe hu is ur jimui de la??kaka...include chew yongyong oo~~







in the newnewnew year le~i hope all of my fren pingping anan~~happy happy~~pass all the exam.. n get through all the trouble~~muacks!!!

19/11/09

waliao~~~
so long didnt update my blog d......
here is some of the excuse~~
"LAZY,COMPUTER DOWN,DUNNO WAT TO WRITE,DUN WANNA C LAST POST"
hmm....bt~finally all those stupid feeliing has come to an end~~~
sososo~~~update---ing~~




hmm.....FINAL EXAM is cuming~
lazy me~~~no motivation to study~
T5......i realli so damm sked u~
i dunwanna c miss wong agn nex yr~
she sure will bar me T.T...........
sumtime study untill half.....FADAI~~ agn....
omg!y always fadai....=.=....its lik screen saver mode=.=




nw is having single life~~muahaha~i think i m not going to couple so fast....
need sumtime to put down those stupid thing........n sumtime to build up bck my confidence~
luckily i hav so many ji mui tat accompany me~~
i luv u all so muchi~~~muacks!!




i suddenly realise......
OMG!!!!
one of my "ji mui"....CHEW YONG YONG...
sometime will do sumthing tat make me feel tat he is so damm beautiful....
OMGOMGOMG!!!
CHEW mama~~u realli need to worry abt ur daughter..
OHNONONO!!is SON!!@.@
bt sumtime realli giv tis beautiful women gek sei....make me talk so loud in the classroom all ppl looking at me...so EMBRASSING!!!!




FELFELFEL~~~u r so damm q man~~~i wish i could juz catch u home n "yang"..
kaka....put in the same cage wif chew yongyong~~wat u all wanna do inside i juz pretend din c la~~muahahaha~~




2day lingling come n meet us~~muahaha~~~so happy man~~long time no c liao~
she cum here n "zek " us "zek " till vely shuang hoh~~????
kaka~~wat i want to say is i so happy tat c u n ur boyboy so "xin fu"~~keep it a~~
wish u 2 white hair untill oldold~~baby whole hoz~~muahaha~~
lingling help all of our ji mui buy jor 1 miao~~ ...kaka...jimui ofcozz include chew yongyong la~
purple colour tim=.=...........



ohyayaya~~mariah carey has 1 so damm nice song~make me keep singing n hearing it repeat n repeat....n the lyrics quite suit me right now..."H.A.T.E you"-mariah carey~here's the lyrics...

Mariah Carey - H.A.T.E.U.

Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us
And we changed
And you sat alone in pride
And I sat at home and cried
How'd our fairytale just end up this way

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring
Not making a sound
And if thats a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a loss cuz
I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low that theres no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you


This was a love that no one I know could explain
And I wish I could press reset and feel that feeling again
I sit and press rewind
And watch us every night
Want to pause it but I cant make it stay

We went round for round
Til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring
Not making a sound
And if thats a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a loss cuz
I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low that theres no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you


No need to call my phone
Because I changed my number today
A matter fact I think im moving away
Sorry the frustrations got me feelin a way
And I just keep having one lasting mistake
And I just want to hold you, touch you, feel you
Near you, I miss you baby baby baby
I am tired of tryin to fake through
But there is nothing I can do
Boy I can't wait to hate you

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off
I can't wait to break these emotional changes
Seems like such a loss cuz I can't wait to face you
Break you down so low that theres no place left to go
I cant wait to hate you baby

30/10/09

long time no write blog liao lo....
but here comes a bad news.....



miao n wow has break....
wahahaha....break liao.....
bcoz i 刁蛮...=.=
finally found tat wat he has promise me is juz a lie...
never thought tat we will break in this kind of situation...
hoho....dunno wat to say.....
summore wanna fired me from his restoran city...
swt...=.=




another news was....my mum make my hair darker...
no more the greengreenyellowyellowgoldgold cat...
now is chocolate cat...=.=




yesterday go watch movie jennifers body...its actually a happy day ...
until the ppl send me msg n tell me wanna break...realli wanna say thx to all my fren tat put so much concern on me.....

• especially my projie...accompany me even she has claz nex day...
• felicia...find alll those funny video for me...
• venice...awsk me to eat...
• n the "no." ppl...

this all realli make me feel more better...

16//10/09

haiz...
this few day realli happen sososo many things....
haiz...
ciacia~~juz feel lik wanna cry...



what the meaning of wun accept anymore ???!!
i din say i wan u oso...i m not the 1 hu think too much...
u r the onli 1 think too much !
what the hell...its really the stupiest things tat i ever heard b4....
dun need u to say i oso wun go n think abt it!



"mayb many ppl noe u bt juz dun need to tel u""??
i dun think so....i vely sure tat onli my close fren will realli understand me....
coz i m not tat kind of ppl always show my feeling n spread it around all ppl....
hw other ppl noe me deeply?? i hate ppl critisize me behind of me n pretend like they noe me...
what the hell is this?dun simply judge ppl as u dun realli noe or living with everyday...
ya...sometime if they lucky they will be right...bt so far i din c anything tat was right about me...
i dunno wat u hear from who...but already its not important to me anymore...i already so damm dissapointed...




i noe wat is happening in my life...
i dun need ppl tat always come to critisize me n show off hw happy he n his gf is infront of me...
this all r none of my business...
i dun need ppl always come to remind me the thing tat has pass n i dunwanna think abt the unhappy things oso...bt i swear i will nvr 4gt the msg tat i saw in ur fon tat day at 1u....
i already so sick abt it...its already enough...




CRY??? i realli dun think tat u will...
dun say tat i always dun blieve u...u r the 1 hu make me dun dare to blieve u...
dun say lik onli u will get hurt....i m not the siewsin tat u thought tat wun get hurt...